This project has been both enlightening and inspirational. I don't really know what I expected to learn about my ancestors, but I was surprised by a lot of their stories. I wasn't aware that there was more than one polygamist family in my history. I also didn't know much about the ways in which the families that I am descended from came into the church before this. It was fascinating to learn more about their stories and hardships. Though I knew their lives were hard before, I definitely don't think I could have done what they did now that I have studied it more in depth. Early converts to the church had many obstacles in their way. Whether it was nature, hunger, the dangers of travel, persecution, or difficult doctrine, there was always an obstacle for the saints. It took a lot of dedication and faith to follow the words of the prophets in this time, especially out into unexplored territory. These saints had to believe in the truth of what they were doing. I know that the church was blessed and strengthened in order to survive the difficult trials it went through.
Besides teaching me about dedication and faith, I also learned more about how the events of the restoration through the eyes of the saints. For example, I learned that polygamy was definitely a difficult doctrine for many to handle. It was not something meant for everyone. As we learned in class, only 1/4 men took multiple wives. I also learned that when the men and women were righteous, polygamy was a blessing and a strength to them. This was how it was with my ancestor George Thomas Peay. These men and women also had to be brave in order to stand in the face of governmental persecution. In addition, I learned about the way in which Brigham Young advised the church to become more self-sustaining. This follows the law of consecration and led my ancestor Samuel Jefferson Adair to planting cotton and sugar in Utah. I learned from my ancestor Edmund Lovell Ellsworth, who married into Brigham Young's family, about the normalcy of practices such as second-baptisms and the law of adoption. The importance of having faith and believing in the prophet's revelations was a large theme of all of the stories I read.
After this project, I feel a lot more connected to my ancestors and their stories. I understand the connections and similar experiences they all had. I understand the role that my family has in who I am now and how I got to be where I am. I know my ancestors were all people with lives and choices who are important and should be remembered. This is partially why family history work is so essential. As I've gotten to know my ancestors a little more, I've been able to grow faith int he way the restoration happened and the truth of the gospel. I am incredibly grateful for the restoration of the gospel and the ability we have to be connected to our families. After this project, I am more inspired to live like the devoted people in my family.